Day 25

          I have finally reach the point of being annoyed with myself for deciding to go a year without sex or relationships. Having no work in the morning and being sick, I lay on my couch and did nothing. I realized I am lonely, I want some one to be there for me with me, as I would be there for them. I realized how horribly alone I am. I knew this day would come, though I didn't think it would be so soon, but in all honesty, it's fine. I know I am seeking validation in others and that I must learn to validate myself. However, it doesn't stop me from feeling lonely...from feeling empty. I shall continue on, and I suppose that's the lesson.

Lesson:

It's okay to feel bad sometimes, but you have to keep going.