Day 40

          I am incredibly anti-social.  I typically cannot stand anyone withing a few years of my age range. I do not drink in excess, I do not party, I don't do drugs, I don't like loud music, and I don't like staying out late. I would rather be at home watching a documentary than be at some party where I know only two or three people. That being said, humans are social animals and we all need to socialize at one point or another or risk turning crazy. Being close enough to the crazy line, I've realized I need to be more social than staying home with my dogs. So, this evening I went for a drink with a coworker. It was a fun experience and I'd like to do it again. I've discovered I am very lonely, and that I need to make more of an effort to speak to my friends. I'm constantly looking inward, and I tend to ignore the external things all together. I cannot continue to do that.

Lesson:

Balance inner self with socializing for optimum life enjoyment.