Day 67

          I have faced many things in my life, including depression. Yet, no matter how often I tell myself my depression is nothing more than a chemical imbalance, I can't seem to pull myself out. I work, I sleep, I clean, and yet I cannot drag myself out of bed. I find myself panicked by the thought of school starting. It's my last semester of my associate degree and yet I still can barely contain my fear. I wish to find my center so that I may face this fear with calmness. However, I find myself falling short. Yet, I only fall short in my eyes and no one else's, I suppose I should be kinder to myself. Allow myself to be human. I feel as of that is going to be much harder than it sounds.

Lesson:

Do not allow your expectations to ruin what you actually accomplish.