I feel as though I am always working. I love my days off, but they're never really days off. I have to run here and there for errands or I have to clean or I have to do homework. This isn't helped by the fact that I work two different jobs in the service industry. I know they are jobs that someone must work, but I am ready for that person to not be me. I keep telling myself, "I want a big girl job." But why do I want an 8-5 job? I want weekends. I want time to myself that I can enjoy without wondering if there will be enough time. It's only going to get worse over the holidays as I won't have school to buffer the amount of hours I work. So, my goal is to start looking for this big girl job I so desperately want. I won't be able to start until May, as that is when I'm going to graduate, but it can't hurt to start looking. Plus, it'll make me feel like I'm doing something productive towards getting where I really want.
Until then, I do what I can to take care of myself in little ways. Praying everyday, painting my nails a work appropriate colour, bubble baths, etc. So, let the hunt begin.
Lesson:
You can always work towards the direction you want, even if things may not change immediately.
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